i can't bottle it up

im so fed up!!! no holidays,screw u ppl here, plus i feel left out
ditch by ppl who i considered important..(atleastt for me) these days
so i wanted to cry....terribly feel annoying even at myself
thnk goodness im escaping myself to ground of lovve la home..
i feel lyk screaming n crying at d same tym
wat d fuck nonsence u ppl r makin!!!!!!


pncakes,i rily wish u were here..seriously i do..n sarah u tooo....
coz i noe u guys won't ditch me no matter wat even tho u threw me a bear or just gt bitten by nasty ugly bitchin mouth at each other ok over sgttu..just so u noe,im so grateful.