mie mie oh mie where art thou......

im indubitably feels thAt m such a cowArd creature to see my own stripped flesh n blood(padahal kecik jer pun-but i fainted 3 mins afta seeing it) mayb too much pain dat i can't tolerate perhaps....such a whiny whiny me( to my mother n nAd atleast)

my mom called yesterday, askin me to check the low fare MAS is havin NOW, so i checked n d price was woAh cheaper (ok notla cheaper lyk it used too.but still..cheaper den a week or two ago)
around 23500 rp bout rm 19k mayb..
but,, im torn deciding which day i hv to go back coz at this moment im scared, of not passin my finals n this xams mkin my small braiN not to function very much well it seems..=(
im indecisive still...

i miss my gfs..it wud b sad if pncakes decided not to come back home..tremendously sAd =((

d tag game my bestie tagged, will do later..

arghhh m in an agony!!!!!!!!
i hate diz inexpressibly sad n other feelings m hving








im ineffectual n ineffective at this current...='''''(
too much of in-this in-that in one post huh