I feel lonely.

I feel empty.

I feel sad.

What more I cud say, im not rily good in expressing my feelings. never been

I think I need to see a psychiatrist or sumthing.

I feel ugly.hideous.watelse.

I look at myself n i just hate me. See I think I have a problem.

Y i can’t just be happy instead be lividly at myself for no reasons.Not only myself but to others too.

I’m not functioning here.In n out.

Wat exactly I want in this life that wud make me feel never less happy.

What do I want, rily!!

Everything never seem to b enuff for me.

I think I hv sum issues.

One of the reason is I think I hv been away wif my bestfrens for a very long tym.

I noe only them can cure my self-issues dat im having.

Is not only dat, I need their presence. I need them infront of me.

Coz I have no one here. No one dat ever think im good enuff.Just no one.

I’m practically lying on my bed watching saTC everyday thinking how good does it feel to have my good frens rite here n balance each other life.

Gosh, I sound pathetic

I just need dat person who understands me dat well here.

God,is it sth hard to ask for.

p/s-M, I feel shYty after u sed dat I oni msg sub but did not call her yet I can call other ppl. Sumhow I just dunno y my subconscious mind took over d other day. Plus, I told fie im kinda sad coz u wanna go to japan instead of comin back home.

U can’t keep ur frens forever wif u once u grow up rite.

Ppl have other circle of frens too in their life. I noe.

Well I just love the circle dat I’ve made 15 years back.