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goEn back home seems to b lyk forever of waitin, tho its only two weeks more.
i knew..
that somehow mie daRl realized that she's already a part of the beautifuL city LONdOn, when she always mentioned dat she doesnt feel being herself there...

that my sister has grown up so fast. beautiful and brilliant yet become so ambitious than me!!!

that hazim's birthday is on 30th diz month, but somehow it rings the bell today..aishhh..

that my mom always worried bout me and wenever i have a chance makin those pitiful lines of how miserable i am, she get more intensely worried n sad.

that i hate ObG lyk NAk mamPos...

that im gonna get miserable n explode during diz two weeks!!! gonna b that so fuckin mengelabah coz i hove lots n lots of things i haven't touch on yet for tomorrow xam,n day after n after...

that it such a relief wen i heard my mom's voice ( meaning i miss her much-0-mucH)

that I'm mean sumtymes

that i'm judging at tymes too, i oni befrens wif those i think who r worth to b frens

that i always goen to say if oni i didnt do that at the end......

that i always like to be loved

but one thing for sure, i just dunno what i rilly wanna do and wanna be rite now.....and that is one thing i guess i just never noe..........