wake up~~

Its freaking hectic since i got back here..away fom m'sia and the fact dat im still homesick and think all the things while im at home make me feel weak and tired..i just love home and everything, frens, my mom and even my sis which i always fight with..i cant stuck in this body thinking bout everything behind me ... i noe i shud move on..i noe i have too.. i MUST too..

Why on earth i cant adapt wif diz life in diz different place here..i just dont get it..I'm mad at myself.I hate myself for being stewpid..vowing to move on, to make a new chapter of life..and most important thing, knowing wat my priorities are..

Every morning i told myself dat i should change today..it wont happen again..i wont repeat wat i regret 4 yesterday..but at the end of the day it just keep happening..and it is only words..which are meaningless..

i need to wake up..i need to awake from all of diz...i just have too..
i still miss home....='(